Roadside
The engine rumbled as Danny rolled the throttle and worked the gears of his
Harley through the twisting canyons. The small brown package was strapped to
the rear fender as the sharp aroma of wildflowers hung powerfully in the air.
He was standing on his porch when it came, nondescript and foreboding, wrapped
in plain brown paper.
He’d received this type of package many
times before. Inside was a picture, a small scrap of yellow legal paper which
had instructions and an address. It was always the same. The only things that
changed were the who and the how. This one needed to look like an accident.
He had taken this route many times before
and knew each bend and line that flowed through the jagged granite walls. His
bike’s power band was in the driving torque of 3rd gear and as he throttled out of each
turn he slipped it effortlessly into 4th screaming black streaks
towards nowhere in particular.
The destination never mattered to Danny; the road was a place where he could
free himself from the burdens of life, marriage, work and everything in
between. Its subtle mysteries called to him and he was drawn to it as easily as
migrating birds are drawn south to escape the harsh northern winters. Another
sharp curve quickly materialized from the liquid haze of the road and Danny
lightly pulled the clutch in and downshifted back into 3rd. He found
his line and locked into the turn as cleanly as he has previously threaded the
deadly needle of mortality from behind the safety of a sniper rifle. Danny
swung the bike out wide and swiftly dipped into the curve, rolling on the
throttle hard. The bike dove down and fit itself neatly into the sharp lines,
sticking to the blurred asphalt below.
There’s a hairpin turn on the bottom end
of the summit that has a beautifully deadly view. Like the siren song from
mythology, the view pulls unsuspecting overconfident riders in, promising a
glimpse into heaven and lures the ill-fated travelers to their death. He knew
that curve all too well. He had flirted with it dangerously many times and had always
ridden safely away. Not every rider had Danny’s success or skills. This was
punctuated by the makeshift crosses and roadside memorials that nestled
mournfully next to the scrapes and gouges created by adrenaline.
There is no substitute for a life steeped
in experience, and Danny had lived his free from regret and (for the most part)
independent of repercussions. It wasn’t until she came into his life that
things began to change and he found himself in a standoff with reality.
Relationships need the opportunity to grow and foster, finding true love is
rare and finding a lifetime companion is even more elusive. She was both and,
for a while, Danny had it all.
He had met her one night at a bar in
Monterey. She was drawn to the beauty of the area and she quickly fell in love
with the scenery… and Danny. Monterey is a beautiful place with dramatic views
that leave cash infused tourists slack jawed and awestruck. Monterey also has a
darker side. Immigrants from Sicily came to fish the fertile waters of Northern
California and helped to create the vibrant history of the area. Organized
crime came too. There was a time past when a case of Italian whiskey could get
you a driver’s license, payoff the police, or a night with a beautiful woman.
Danny worked for these men and had a taste for gambling. He owed them a lot of
money and they used his services often to help cover his outstanding debts.
He thundered down the asphalt and the world
sped by with Danny comfortably tucked into the slipstream of his existence.
Getting away from the pungent salt air and drawing down deep into the valley
roads, not readily known by the eager Midwestern tourists who plunge their
blindingly white toes into the frigid ocean waters, was an escape for him.
Tight corners, poorly paved roads and the wonderful heat of midsummer, where
the coastal breeze gets forgotten by the dry burn of the valley in Northern
California, was the fuel for his existence.
The scenic view was breathtaking. He had
spent so many years of his life and so many miles trying to avoid its beauty.
Today, it called to him and he curled his wrist downward, opening up the
throttle wide. He gently slipped the bike into 5th gear and all his senses went numb
except for his sense of sight. The beauty of that view, the mountains slowly
melting into the expanse of the Pacific Ocean, burned itself into his mind.
He stopped thinking about everything. Veronica,
the boys, money, debt, friends, it all faded away into the panorama that
stretched out before him. The speedometer on his bike read 110mph and he didn’t
have time to focus on the rusted steel guardrail hurtling towards him. The view
was mesmerizing and its beautiful siren song flooded his head with its toxic
invitation. The vista charged at him, fate pulling him into his next reality.
Closer it sped at him, opening up before him like a beautiful flower in a time
lapsed video as the sun caresses its petals, enticing it to open. He felt the
warmth of the sun settle on his cheeks and he saw her beautiful face smile upon
him one last time as he floated off into oblivion, the brown paper wrapped box
with his picture and address inside still tightly secured to the rear fender.